September 15, 2005

Haunted House

want a bit of a scare?
want to hear terror?
want to see horror?
want to feel fear?
want a taste of death?
want to experience the unimaginable?
want to be frightened close to death?
want to know.....to tell?

step into my haunted house...
experience haunting beyond your most vivid imagination
or comprehension.......
see the haunting memories
feel the violating pain
the stabbing and wounding of your body
hear the silent sobbing screams
taste the bloodstuff of performed atrocities....
discover endless death that escapes not....
know eternal guilt driven shame....
know infinite desolation and abandonment

are you frightened yet?
want to stay a bit longer?
was the experience haunting enough?
enough to come back for another visit?
do you want to tell what you know...now?

or just forget that you were ever here??.......

wouldn't you rather hide from the tormenting fear?
do you pray you could get the gross taste out?
are you praying you won't remember?......
trust me........you won't .......but then you will......
do you pray you could die so it would all come to an end?
do you wish you hadn't come?.....

i prayed i didn't have to be there
i prayed that i wouldn't have to relive my haunted house
for in my haunted house are many screaming tears...
all i want to hear and know.....deep within my soul is.....
"Peace........Be still!"

i prayed to be hidden from the horrendous pain
but no amount of hiding for me would bring success
he always found me........
praying didn't change what i had to endure.....
there was no escape for my body....and now i wonder....
for even my soul???.......

no protection from the betrayal of my childhood...
i prayed that i would come to recognize
the "childme" before
i became the haunted house......
and ceased to be no more....

when you leave my haunted house......will you please take me with you??....