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i don't always
know what happened....
sometimes i do....
i have tried hard...
to stay very busy....keep pushing...
then....a "nail" fell out of my soul....
and i fell apart...sobbing deeply....but without tears
that was ok...cause i was told...."big girls don't cry"...
i have been doing that for several years....
but this time it ended in...
totality of broken pieces of my heart........
i just started to skim...
the surface of this darkness.....
but the deep stuff is...
still very much alive....
walled up, deep inside of......right here!!!....
can you see it there????......
there is w-a-y too much....my thoughts will burst...
shattering all over....my spirit.....
what led me here....
where have i gone....and will i be back???
Yehshua has found the child.....
held captive deep inside
He will come when i call....
to lead me out.....
His touch is gentle....safe....warm....
eyes of peace and purity....
He comes with nothing
but the Keys to my freedom....
held securely in His hands.....
no skeleton key to lock me away.....just
Keys that are dipped in His pure love....
that will break the vows, the covenants, the chains...
and set me FREE!.......
ckm 08.25.05
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