blood...whose???

vomit....mine???

pain.....always....!!!!

bruises......why didn't anyone notice?.....

darkness....unending....

tears....silently push their way to the surface....

dreams?....whose?....mine???

you stole them from me....

my body???.....YES!!....

but you made my veins freeze....

sleepless nights.....yes, even now.....

endless words demanding obedience....

or hell will be mine......

trembling that causes my heart to skip a beat....

searing, penetrating, forceful pain

please let it all end right here, right now!!.......

hiding in closets....don't breath.....he'll find me...

hard, cold, tile floors....

walls that close in....gritty blocks of dirt

bleed throughs that cause

the very LIFE breath in me to.....

S-T-O-P!!!.....

chained to dark memories...

BUT You have gone to hell and back

and i see "keys" held in Your Hands....

are they the "keys" that will

open the "locks" of these chains

and set me free????

"...then He placed His Right Hand on me and said, "do not be afraid. I AM the

First and Last. I AM the Living One; I was dead, and now behold, I AM alive