Help and Hope

by Julie

January 7, 2002

Where did help and hope go?
When did I wake up and see myself this way?
When did I see this pain?
When did I decide to recover?
God, did you know if I knew what recovery meant I wouldn't have even started it?
Did you know how hard it would be?
How many obstacles to face
How many tears would be shed?
Did you know most of the time I don't want to get out of bed?
Or face one more thing?
Do you know my future?
You say You know my past
Send hope and help
I'm sinking.
Fast.