The Maze

by Joy

Trigger Warning

July 12, 2001

Can you make it go away?
Free my mind from this tangled maze?
Each and every time I pray,
They program me to be afraid.

I want to let God have control...
But fear and terror seem to rule
My heart and mind can not be free
Until I give God all of me.

But where was God in my fight?
Was He there on those dark nights?
Did He really hold me tight?
When In my heart I would take flight?

Some day I will be free indeed
Will God be with me in that time?
Will he forsake this little girl,
Or is this freedom really mine?

Where can I go?
What can I be?
what must I do
To completely be free?

I must not die...
Death won’t make me free.
If I want to survive...
If I want to find me...

So I keep fighting
Through memories and pain.
I walk through this maze
They put in my brain.

But someday, soon...
God’s light I will see.
As I come to the end,
From this maze I’ll be free.